tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-75170787714479959722024-02-08T05:43:40.650-08:00Far From Perfect- The Diary of a Mending HeartI love you, O Lord, my strength. The Lord is my rock and my fortress and my deliverer, My God, my rock, in whom I take refuge; My shield and the horn of my salvation, my stronghold.
Psalm 18:1-2 NASBAmyKathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10309802326117542353noreply@blogger.comBlogger3125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7517078771447995972.post-12166031257504337692011-04-01T22:23:00.000-07:002011-04-01T22:23:17.784-07:00Hurt and Healing<div style="text-align: center;">Why does this hurt so bad?</div><div style="text-align: center;">Was it me?</div><div style="text-align: center;">Is there something wrong with me?</div><div style="text-align: center;">I thought he really liked me</div><div style="text-align: center;">Am I unlikeable?</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">Have you ever said anyone of these?</div><div style="text-align: center;">I have. Sometimes more than I should. About 3-4 months ago I was in a relationship that I thought very well could have been "the one". I was head over heels. Couldn't think of anyone else other than him. I had it bad, really bad. Then in one short day all of the dreams I had, all of the hopes and wishes came crashing down around me. Seeming to slice my heart with each new one that fell. I was in so much pain that I couldn't eat or sleep for days. So he wasn't "the one", big deal. So what. Why does this hurt so bad? You feel like your heart was ripped out of your chest and its hard to breath. You have actually let someone in enough to almost destroy you, or destroy your dreams. I hate it. Why would someone want to do that to another person. I wouldn't wish this on someone I hated. Thank God that He is here for me. I would never be able to make it through without Him. He is the only thing that has kept me going. This is my favorite song on this subject. </div><br />
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<div style="text-align: center;">Healing</div><div style="text-align: center;">April 1st, 2011</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">Healing isn't easy, it's hard</div><div style="text-align: center;">Healing can't be done alone, you need God's help</div><div style="text-align: center;">Healing is impossible without forgiveness</div><div style="text-align: center;">Healing isn't fast, it's slow</div><div style="text-align: center;">Healing takes time, so give yourself time, and pray </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">PixieHale</div>AmyKathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10309802326117542353noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7517078771447995972.post-71746283308922885622011-03-24T20:08:00.000-07:002011-03-24T20:08:07.343-07:00Hope for the brokenhearted<div style="text-align: center;">The Lord is near to the brokenhearted</div><div style="text-align: center;">And saves those who are crushed in spirit</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">Psalm 34:18</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div>AmyKathttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10309802326117542353noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7517078771447995972.post-86556698785001074002011-03-24T18:28:00.000-07:002011-03-24T18:28:26.699-07:00PixieHale Poetry<span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="font-size: small;">To start off I thought I would post some of the poetry that I have written since the year 2011 has started. The name I write under for my poetry is PixieHale. Hope you like it. </span></span><br />
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<div style="text-align: center;"><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="font-size: small;">"God is good"</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="font-size: small;">1/20/11</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="font-size: small;">No matter what happens, God is good</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="font-size: small;">No matter how it hurts, God is good</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="font-size: small;">No matter how long it takes, God is good</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="font-size: small;">No matter what it is, God is good</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="font-size: small;">God is good</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="font-size: small;">God is good</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="font-size: small;">oh yes</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="font-size: small;">God is good</span></span><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="font-size: small;"> </span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="font-size: small;">PixieHale</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="font-size: small;">"I know"</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="font-size: small;">1/21/11</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="font-size: small;">I know no matter what God is holding me</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="font-size: small;">I know no matter what God can get me through</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="font-size: small;">I know no matter what God is always here</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="font-size: small;">I know no matter what God gives me the strength I need</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="font-size: small;">I know no matter what God is good</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="font-size: small;">I know no matter what God is God</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="font-size: small;">PixieHale</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="font-size: small;"> </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="font-size: small;">"I can't believe"</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="font-size: small;">1/22/11</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="font-size: small;">I can't believe I was that stupid</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="font-size: small;">I can't believe I fell for it</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="font-size: small;">I can't believe I let you lie</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="font-size: small;">I can't believe you thought I wouldn't find out</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="font-size: small;">I can't believe you tried to get away with that</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="font-size: small;">I can't believ</span></span>e<br />
<span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="font-size: small;">I can't believe</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="font-size: small;">I can't believe you think I'm gonna miss you</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="font-size: small;">I can't believe you think you can bother me now</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="font-size: small;">I can't believe you don't believe it's really over</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="font-size: small;">It's over</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="font-size: small;">PixieHale</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="font-size: small;"> </span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="font-size: small;"> </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="font-size: small;">"Sometimes"</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="font-size: small;">1/22/11</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="font-size: small;">Sometimes it's hard</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="font-size: small;">Sometimes it's easy</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="font-size: small;">Sometimes it's painful</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="font-size: small;">Sometimes it's joyful</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="font-size: small;">Sometimes I think it's more than I can take</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="font-size: small;">Sometimes it's hard</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="font-size: small;">Sometimes it's easy</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="font-size: small;">But it's always life</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="font-size: small;">and it always goes on</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="font-size: small;">PixieHale</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="font-size: small;"> </span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
<span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="font-size: small;">"The only one"</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="font-size: small;">1/27/11</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="font-size: small;">God is the only one who can fix it</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="font-size: small;">The only one who can make it all better</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="font-size: small;">The only one who can make me feel better</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="font-size: small;">The only one who can take away the guilt</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="font-size: small;">The only one who can take all the pain</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="font-size: small;">The only one</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="font-size: small;">The only one</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="font-size: small;">The only one</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="font-size: small;">PixieHale</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="font-size: small;"> </span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="font-size: small;">"God can"</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="font-size: small;">1/28/11</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="font-size: small;"> </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="font-size: small;">When I can't do it, God can</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="font-size: small;">God can do anything and everything</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="font-size: small;">God can help me through all my trails</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="font-size: small;">God is my rock, the one I run to</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="font-size: small;">He's the one who holds me</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="font-size: small;">He's the way I get through</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="font-size: small;">When I can't do it, God can.</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="font-size: small;">PixieHale</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
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